wanna stop social media for good
hey. it's been like, what? 8 months since i updated the uh. the current status of the thingy at home and like the daily log and like 10 months since i written a blog post.
so like i got depressed and stopped both using social media and this blog! yippie! (not)
yeah so basically i isolated myself. i dont remember how did i even alive without both i think i did use facebook? but i feel lonely there posting ammon was my salvation but i did get lonely anyways uhhh i finally recovered enough to like. trying to go back to using them again and post something yk. but it goes kinda crazy i have been on and off several times these past few weeks and i finally decided that social media is not good™
i open facebook, there's drama, and some of that drama is from twt, so even if i go to twt there's also drama, and i did have several days that my mood goes broken because of said drama of strangers that i do not know or care about. lowkey kinda gave up on humanity tbh why people so hateful why people attack in the name of justice why people use the same kind of hate they say they’re fighting why people want to be the one morally right.
i just cannot compute it. why can't we just. love each other despite our differences. if you cannot love, at the very least don't hate. don't attack. block and move on. it's that simple. internet is supposed to be a fun place where we go to have fun, and go back to reality that we hate, not that we have to go to reality and "touch grass" to calm down from what happened in the internet.
well i go on a tangent but anyways i determined that internet is (mostly) not good™ and i wanna stop for good. but my friends are there. i feel so sad. i still want to be with my friends. but even if i stay and block and move o i can't say for sure those things that makes me sad and angry and want to give up on the world won't show up again in front of my face. i am conflicted.
i am just so tired...
i am probably going to go back here uhhh idk what to say expect post??? yippie i probably edit this post later to say a few things about what i want to add in the blog